Reflection and rest

I haven't written a while so just thought I'd write as I'm really bored. I'm off college today cause i'm sick, its horrible but nice to have a little rest. I've had my art exam the past two days and my teachers are stressing me out. I've got so much work to do so its quite lucky that I've got a four day weekend coming up. Just need some time to sort myself out and think things through. My art exam actually gave me a lot of time to think and reflect on things. I've been thinking bout boy relationships, friendships, family and my relationship with God. I'm so glad me, Gill and Tasha are mates, they are always there for me and I can trust them- i love you guys. Its also be nice to hang out with one of my other mates, Louise, again, nice to chill with her. Things with boys are not really sorted out, been nice seeing rob at Church again but things with a certain boy are still shaky, can't help liking him. My relationship with God is getting stronger and learning to trust him more. x

There's gotta be more to life ...

I've been thinking there is more to life because there is God. Stacie Orrico's song, More to life, talks bout wanting more from life and i've been thinking that i get more from life because I have a relationship with God. Thinking about my life, it would be so different without God, yer maybe I would get drunk loads or sleep with loads of guys but would that really satisfy me. When things go wrong in life I have someone to turn to who is there 24.7, i can reach him now and he is always there. Through havin re lessons i have seen that everything on this earth temporary, God is the only thing we can cling on to. Its good to have friends and hobbies but God is the one person who is always there. For the past 2 weeks I have been feelin quite distant from God, everything has just happened at the same time, me and my boyfriend split up, friendships seem bit shaky, school work and worries bout the future. But as I stood in Church on Friday I just felt a release, a release to worship and since of peace. Yer somethings haven't been sorted out but I know God has everything under control and I surrender my life to him.