Friday, February 17, 2006

Well its nearly the end of the half term and its been a good week. Last night was good, thanks guys for coming over to watch the dvd with me and sarah. Tasha, Chris is very nice and its good to see you so happy. Tonight we are having a family meal which should be good. Anyway will write soon.

xxxx

Wednesday, February 15, 2006

I'm back!!

Well I haven't written on this thing for ages, since May. So just thought I would write and write down whats going on with me.
Well I did ok in my gcse exams and have stayed at my school to do sixth form, i'm doing psychology, philosophy and ethics, art graphics and english lit. I am doing alright in my subjects so thats good.
I also have a new boyfriend, finally over jamie took me a while but knew things weren't working. Taking things slowly with Chris and we just love talking and getting to know each other.
Still got the best friends in the world, Gill and Tasha, thanks for always being there guys don't know what i'd do without you.
Finding my relationship with God a bit challenging at the moment but am just praying and trying to spend time with him, just thinking things over. I have found it really good getting to know people at a different Church and feel that my relationship with God is now dependant on me and not who i am surronded by.

It was valentines day yesterday, unfortunatley Chris had a football match in colchester, didn't mind, spent all day with him on monday. Got a text from my sisters mate saying its ur secret admirer , Sir of norfolk, freaked me out at first but then guessed who it was.
It really made me laugh!!
Anyway its the half term and am enjoying spending time with my family and time for myself. Got some art to do so better get cracking.

I will post again soon, won't leave it 7 months this time.

xxxxxxx

Remember God is with you no matter how you feel.

A song which I learnt at Soul Survivor really sticks in my mind:

God in my hoping
There in my dreaming
God in my watching
God in my waiting
God in my laughing
There in my weeping
God in my hurting
God in my healing
Be my everything

I just pray that over the next few months I would learn to give everything to God, my relationships, school work, family, friends and big decisions.
Everything I do should be about and for God, he is with me always and shares everything, so I wanna share everything with him. He died for me and nothing I do will ever change that.